April 18, 2005

First day with this thing and it seems to be doing well. Today was nothing special. The funny thing is that lately there has been some major turmoil involving a couple of my friends and it has gotten out of control.............then the break-up happened. I don't even know how it came about. The funny thing is that I like this girl. I mean.............I'm not sure how to explain it but she makes me feel happy.........yah know and to most this would seem like an opportune time to ask her out. But I'm not going to. She's my friend yah know.......... There is no reason that is explainable for this action. Its really weird. The entire thing happened all last weekend, the friend that I like (you should know who you are by now) went to a party and something happened but it wasnt bad. My other friend thought everything was not well and basically flipped out on her and she I guess was fed up with it. But she didnt act like it. She just acted sad and worried and depressed.............I mean really depressed. But I'm not sure......Things need to play themselves out for awhile..............and hopelfully everything will get back to normal. I hope everybody's alright.